still searching

My colon is weird. I don't know whats bothering it, or how to find out, so I can fix it. I feel like the probiotics are helping, but I think I'm still missing something. Maybe over exposure to pesticides due to all of the not-organic produce I eat? I'm going to start buying organic as much as possible. But it's probably too late. What else? I've heard of parasites, c-diff infection, yeast, accutane, stress all as possible causes, when added to a compromised or somehow damaged immune system.I feel like the answer is just out of my grasp, like something you can see out of the corner of your eye, but when you turn to look, its gone. I have to find the cause. I can't just hide this with drugs while the cause is still there making it worse.