Blood
i saw it
the test showed negative
so now how do i trust the test?
just one more stressful thing
my kids don't believe in God, we've failed as parents to teach them the one important thing
this makes my guts bleed- being good examples don't work, and so called Christians have pushed them away with their judgments
so how do i be happy for the rest of my life knowing this? how do keep this out of my guts? it's like watching your kid smoke, and it tears you up inside
another thing is the in-laws and their conflicts...could she please just call and get this over with?
another thing is money...it seems like every day it gets harder and harder...paycuts, losing my benefits and retirement.. no steps...i think that is what started this
years of fighting for a decent living and getting nowhere
and now this uc is making me spend so much extra on supplements and organic food, not to mention the juicer
my dad is sick
my mom is sick
my dog is old
i hate where we live
our houses are not worth half of what we owe on them
let me go ahead a list good things
my husband
that my health isn't so bad that i can't ride or go to the beach or live my life
